i feel the burden is off

I think a woman instinct is very right. What i wrote previously abt my feelings abt him was spot on. i finally took a chance and ask him. people only die once, right? Well true is... we will remain as very good frens. that alright with me. at least i know an answer. feel much much lighter now, like a burden is off. I glad.

sigh...

sigh... dun really know what to write. guess i'm in a confused and frustrated stage. confused cause i still dun know how he feels. frustrated cause i dun seem to be able to bring myself to talk to him about it. some say to be able to love someone is a blessing. but i think to be love by someone is better. at least you dont have to face the anguish of rejection from him.

i guess my feelings now is that i really want to know an answer. but deep down inside, i know that maybe he only wants to be friends now. cause career is important to him. but i want to know have he like me before.....

Luv this pic

I took this pic when I was in france, Nice... Love this pic. Need to go out now. Will tell u more abt my trip to France and Italy.

Quote

“When I was a kid, my father had this dog that started to get all weak and sickly. He takes it to the vet, he examines it and says a maggot must have laid eggs in the dog's butt. The baby maggots have crawled up, now they've started to grow, and eventually they're gonna eat the dog alive from the inside. He says it should be put to sleep, because it's an old dog anyway. But father won't do it. He takes the dog home, he puts it on the bed, he reaches up into the dog, picking out the maggots with his finger, one by one. It takes him all night, but he gets every last one. That dog outlived my father. That's love, Sam.”
                                               Quote from ' Addicted To Love'