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I'm back from KL for one week this time. have been traveling to and fro KL, SG and Penang. Its damn tiring to travel like that okie. I was looking at my previous post. Wow... that was when i just started on this project. Now KL has become my 2nd home. I so used to it now. But for me to live there for good, I still need to think about it.

Actually I think i met someone over in malaysia. (let's call him D). But i dont want to put myself so completely into it first. I'm afraid that it will turn out bad like all the others. I kept telling myself not to raise my hopes too high. Kept telling myself also that it is casual flirting, just a fling and nothing more. No expectation is good. He is very nice and sweet to me. MCP man who wants to be in control of everything. but that fine with me. i quite used to being a 小女人when i'm not on set, working. Not sure how this will turn out. He will take every opportunity he has to try to hug me everytime. for example, when i goes back to sg, or when i goes back to Kl from SG. He even hug me to tell me bye when we are off for the weekend.

So far, I noticed he only do that to me. There also other incident where i think there might be something going on between us. But I kept telling myself not to read too much into these things.

About my the other fren, B. During my absence in Singapore, B tells me that day over msn that he needs my attention!!... with explanation mark somemore. When i questioned him abt it, his reply is 'nothing'. aiyah.. MEN... why cant you guys just admit it. Do you know it very tiring to keep guessing what you are thinking?

aiyah.. shoot starting soon. Workload are piling. Me getting busy with the preparation. I think love has to wait or be secondary first. I such a workholic lor.

in KL

i'm writing this from KL. Been here for almost 9days liao. Its a new project that takes me to shoot in Penang. Seem like a fun project cause many ppl to learn from. But lots of incompetent and non experienced ppl on the project too. That kinda pissed me off cause i cant concentrate on my AD work.

will have to travel to and fro from sg, Kl, penang quite often these days. it quite a nightmare i must say. all the travel.. think it worse when i have to be away from sg for so long. i kinda miss talking to him, the closeness we have. at least it just a phone call away but now it at least 5hrs bus ride away. sigh... And i spending my birthday away too.

If i do take up the next project, it be again be in KL and judging how it goes, i will miss his birthday too.

sigh.. what to do.. i such a workholic mah.