Horoscope. Do you believe in it?

Do you believe in horoscope? I used to read it and forget about it. But recently, my horoscope reading has been quite true. Take today for example, this is what my horoscope says.

""If you're worrying about what others will think, it's time to stop. When you center yourself and your concerns on what's happening in your own heart, you'll start making some serious progress. ""

I did what i believe i will not do normally. Cause I'm always too concern about what others will think of me. Today, I took the step to tell him that i do remember he is leaving and told him to take care. Say what I feel in my heart. Yap, maybe it does make some progress. cause he reply my sms very quickly and he sms me again before he got on the plane, telling me he leaving and ask me to 'take care'.

He might have sms to other ppl as well. But i only concern that he remembers me, remember that I do care. That is good enough for me now. I think I am a happier person if I have less or no expectations of him. Maybe lots of you will feel it not right, but i'm contented.

In case some of you are curious, I did not have a chance to ask him. Maybe it fated... maybe it a chance for us to know each other better first... maybe we are not meant to be... let's fate take it own course. ''Love is very strange. You will find love when you are not looking'', from anonymous person.

As for now, I will concentrate on my movie project while he do his job. And we meet up again when both of us are done with our projects.

Do you like to cook?

Do you like to cook? I do. I like the process of cooking, like the cutting, chopping etc. But I hate to clean up after eating. (so, normally when i cook, someone else will do the washing). After all the hard work I go thru to cook, my friends appreciate it and makan up all the food without saying a word. (That means they are enjoy themselves too much to tallk) I think that is the best moment and I LOVE to see my friends enjoy what I cook.

I love to cook italian food. When i was in Italy few years back, I could have spaghetti in all different shapes, sizes, sauces almost every meal. it was just splendid, YUMMMY!!! :) (makes me hungry just talking about it)

my sis has been asking me to make lasagna. but i always dont have the time. Think one of these weekends i should try it. Anyone volunteer to be guinea pig? hahaha... I can think of some ppl already.


okie, beside italian food, i want to learn how to make chinese food la, thai food la, BBQ la.... and lots more. OOPSS!!! 1 very important thing is to learn how to make, very very good desert... Always good to wind down a good meal with some desert... YUMMY!!!

all these food talks making me hungry... going to check out more recipes to try... see ya!

相爱

每当我们真心拥抱，

就能感觉爱情对彼此的意义

Thoughts...

相愛不只是走進對方的生活更要能走入彼此的生命
喜歡，就是淡淡的愛
愛，就是深深的喜歡

Do you agree with the sentence above?
Being in a relationship takes lots of understanding and tolerance. it takes 2 to work out a good relationship. When 2 people are together, they will bring out the best in each other. I sure everyone have come across the time when u and ur special someone said the same thing at the same time? or when u were thinking of something and he/she said it out. This is called chemistry.

Maybe like what the sentence say, ''when you actually walk 'thru' each other life'', you will have that natural chemistry.

Wish all the couples out there happiness. And if you still single, may you find that someone who have that chemistry with you soon.

Buffy the vampire

From buffy the vampire -
You listen to me. (kneels in front of her) I've been alive a bit longer than you, and dead a lot longer than that. I've seen things you couldn't imagine, and done things I prefer you didn't. I don't exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I follow my blood, which doesn't exactly rush in the direction of my brain. So I make a lot of mistakes, a lot of wrong bloody calls. (looks into her eyes) A 100+ years, and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of: you. (Buffy looks away; he reaches toward her face) Hey, look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. (a tear rolls down Buffy's cheek) I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one, Buffy.

AHHHHHHH ...... !!!!!

I so pissed at myself. want to be angry with him but i always lost it when i see him. purposely make myself not to see him for a while, but i end up missing him. And i mean A LOT!!! AHHHH....!!!! this is so irritating. I mad at myself for giving in so much to him.
I really need to find an answer. But i think it going to be bad... sigh.. maybe i should not ask.