I have a thought that i have been thinking for days or maybe even weeks. I am thinking of ending it. But something is holding me back. I am afraid that I will regret the decision.
Is it wrong for him to be focus on his career? I think it not wrong but there should be a balanced. I am not asking for him to meet me every other day. But maybe just once a week. Just something to show that I'm still in his mind and heart. Now I totally feel like a mistress to his job. Which I hate very much. I did said to him last week that I find all these really hard and difficult and I don't think I can continue. His reply to me, "when u first know me, u know my work schedule is like this, why complain about things now. And we both agree that we will take things slowly and naturally. Right? "
I do miserable. I think I will talk to him soon. Whatever the outcome, I will bear it. If it ended, then we are just not meant to be.
