MY thoughts on the matter

i had a surprise call on sun. came as a shock to me that she will call me to ask me to meet her. i thot she will just reply my email at the most. i wasnt very sure how i feel when i saw her name on my phone. seem weird to me... feel strange. she say we should meet up cause she dun want me to hearsay from others what had happened. she want to meet also cause of a conversation i had with her with regards to someone. she told me she still believe what i said during our last conversation. she told me it a problem between us and the problems are different from what others felt.
i dun know what to decipher from these words. Is the problems what i had been thinking all along?

i told her i can meet her today but she sms me she cant meet late last night cause she rushing a report. I understand. we will meet up after the 26th, after my shoot. frankly speaking, i cant wait to hear what she has to say. i just very curious. To me, she had never seem possessive towards friends. i do know that she does take care of me like a sister. so maybe when ‘he’ appears, her role as a sister becomes lessen and she dun feel good abt it? also probably she doesnt like the fact that we stop communicating to each other after a while. I talk much less to her during the shoot. that i know for sure. or maybe she feel the stress when i scold others and others tell her abt it.

let see what happen when we meet. i also told myself that i will keep cool. i will not be angry. cause things are over. no point getting angry abt it. we both are tired, stress, angry at that time so we both cant think straight. now after few mths apart, probably things will be better.

*cross my fingers and toes* i truly hope things will be better and we will still be friends.