2008 reflections & 2009 resolutions

QUOTE OF THE DAY: 'There are 2 sides to every coin'.

2008.
Not a good year for me, i feel. I’m someone who feeds a lot on energy and vibes from people around me so when my friends deserted me, I was lost . But then again, whatever doesnt kill me will make me stronger ya? So yes, I think I have survived it. It takes a lot of time. Have I found my piece of mind, my sanity? I’m not sure. But what I can say is this, i dont care now. All I care now is myself. Making myself happy is good enough. :)

Some people would feel why I didnt explain myself. But i dont feel the need to. They have the right to say whatever they want. I will only explain my side of the story if people asked. Friends who knows me will know there is always two sides to the coin, ie: 2 sides of the story.


2009.
This year is supposed to be my last year in freelance. I want to do projects that I want to do, that i believed in. Movies is still my interest. Now is a matter of doing the different genres, like horror or filming at difficult locations. So hopefully my projects gets confirmed faster as people starts to get more optimistic about the economy. I’m starting to get bored.

Told Brenda that the next movie I’m doing is horror. And its a story that all of us believed that its true. She seem not so keen for me to do it (i think cause of what happen in Funeral Party). But i think that is a isolated case la. People on that set are all quite crazy. And this time round, I’m working with people I dont know except for the director. So that might be better. New environment, New working colleagues.

Yes, I’m still quite concerned abt T. I did wanted to ask Brenda how is she few days back but never seem to be able to get it out of my mouth. So i’m glad I asked today. Somehow i know she will called Brenda. At least she will still ask about me. Maybe to ask if I’m still alive, still surviving or not. Well, we see how the situation goes. I dont hope for anything/miracle. Even if T talks to me again, things will not be the same. I quite sure abt that.

I just want to clear this misunderstanding and at least what the hell happened.